if I say I’ll call and I don’t, I’m sorry.
life gets heavy sometimes.
and I know that you want to lighten that load
but some burdens feel like they only fit my shoulders.
it’s not that I don’t trust you
it’s that I don’t trust the words I’d spill at 2AM,
when silence feels like safety,
and saying too much feels like drowning.
so please know,
when I go quiet, I am still reaching for you.
just in ways that don’t make sound.